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Longwood's Flowers

2012-02-14T15:57:00.002-05:00

Although it's winter here , the Longwood Conservatory still has all sorts of flowers blooming. When we visited before Christmas, they had a Christmas theme going on in addition to their tropical flowers, winter flowers and more.

Red Winter Berries

Poinsettias

Winter Begonias

This is an orchid, but I forgot to check the name.

Some flower I like but can't remember its name.

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY TO ALL!

February - A Month Of Blessings

2012-02-08T15:36:00.000-05:00

February started busy:

I opened my Etsy Shop - kayni's kreations. I'm so excited but wasn't prepared on the amount of hours and work I have to dedicate to it. I still have to make my first sale.
I have tons of reading for school. So far, my subjects are more interesting than the ones I took last semester.
After our annual meeting, work's picking up and paper work is piling up. I miss my down times.
I am thankful and happy I received a very generous pay increase.
Tomorrow, I am off to Las Vegas with Mom and Kepi. My Dad is meeting us there, so I can't wait to see him.

Just a short update from me. Keep smiling and keep busy.

Goodbye January

2012-01-31T16:31:00.001-05:00

It feels like yesterday we just welcomed 2012, but now, the first month of this new year is bidding adieu. January brought me a lot of realizations and I hope to impart them with you.

I am another year older but I don't feel my age at all. For my birthday, we had a small celebration - went to a restaurant, had my own cake and opened presents.
My platelets are stable in the higher 30s, which is a huge difference when I was stagnant at 19. I feel a lot better and I am hoping it will be near normal at the end of this year. It's a slow progress, but it's a step forward from where I've been.
Grad school taught me that I don't know a ton of things and there are people who are far more knowledgeable than I am. I am astounded how intelligent majority of my classmates are and I am glad I have this opportunity to learn from them.
I love ginger ale.
Sleep is a beautiful thing.
This month, I found new addictions - bags and beads. I'm not sure how long these addictions are going to last, but I have my mind on putting up my necklace, earrings and bracelets up for sale soon. I'm currently working on the details.
A woman scratching my car at my doctor's parking lot is a blessing in disguise. The rust problem on the same side of the scratch was included during the body work repair at a very cheap price.

Was January good to you? I really hope so.

Corporate Gifts

2012-01-29T15:28:00.000-05:00

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Thankful For Another Year

2012-01-27T11:48:00.001-05:00

And in the end, it's not the years in your life that count.

It's the life in your years. (Lincoln)

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I am thankful to be here.

Football Fever

2012-01-27T11:44:00.000-05:00

Contribution by Terrance Kirby

The game had been the topic of heated discussions for the entire week. There is nothing like football season in our Baltimore Maryland home. We begin most Saturday mornings sipping on coffee and watching direct TV Baltimore to get the game schedule. It is then and only then that the honey-do list be taken seriously. It’s all about priorities folks. Having been married for 13 years I have learned a thing or two about the old hubs. Not only does he work incredibly hard during the week to provide us with more than enough, he also needs his ESPN fix with no interruptions. I am happy to oblige him and he is way more likely to do what I ask of him with a smile on his face rather than in a resentful manner. Not to mention you can plan a little shopping trip while the big game is on. What could be better than some alone time in the retail world? Now, I just wonder what he will think of my New Orleans Saints t-shirt?

LP: Mahal/Pagmamahal (Love)

2012-01-25T13:34:00.001-05:00

Siya ang aking Ina. Walang katumbas ang kanyang pagmamahal at pag-aaruga sa aming pamilya. Siya'y tunay na ilaw ng aming tahanan.

(She is my Mom. Her love has no equal especially in loving and taking care of her family. She is truly the light of our home.)

Of Birthdays And Being Me

2012-01-13T11:29:00.002-05:00

I"ll be celebrating my birthday in a couple of weeks. Am I really that old? However, I am happy with what I have done and accomplished. I rarely compliment myself so my first statement alone is a good start.

Birthdays tend to make me reflective and sentimental. Although the idea of getting old scares me, I know that there's been so many enlightening moments in the process of maturity. It's a relief to mature (setting aside fine lines and wrinkles) and to know what I really want in life. I no longer second guess myself and my decisions. I no longer depend on my family and friends for decisions. I no longer crave for the approval of other people because I know that the only person that needs my approval is "me."

Most importantly, I now know that the only person that knows me truly to the core is "me."

New Year, New Hopes

2012-01-02T16:12:00.001-05:00

We welcomed 2012 with simplicity and high hopes. Our New Year in Maryland was quiet and unmuddled by the noisy, flashy fireworks. We treated New Year's Eve as a time of reflection, a time to let go of the past and a moment of renewal. We had a quiet dinner and spent the night watching movies. We did watch the ball fall at Times Square at 12 a.m. That's the moment that struck me, a brand new year just started ticking. I couldn't believe that finally I could leave 2011 behind and look forward to a brand new year.

Our butterscotch New Year cake from the Korean bakery.

For good luck, Mom bought all these for New Year.

We also made suman. When I went to the Vietnamese store, I saw them unloading boxes of Banana leaves, so I bought a whole pack. How I miss suman.

Here's our small, simple spread for New Year's Eve dinner.

The star on the dining table is this lechon al horno I made. This came out really crispy and delicious. I've always made lechon by frying and this was my first time making it in the oven. I'd love to make this again.

Now, I have to put my 2012 list together and get excited to start a brand new year.

2011 Roundup

2012-01-01T09:59:00.002-05:00

2011started with a blast. I traveled to Denmark, Finland, Estonia, Russia, Germany and Sweden (you can read about my travel adventures at kayni's corner cafe). I finally was living my dream - to travel worldwide. After coming home from these trips, my aplastic anemia wanted more attention. T'was in the midst of September that my platelet count started to decline. The months of October and November were a blur; it was a mixture of depression, ER trips, lots of bloodwork, sleepless nights, pain and tears. These were rough months. How badly I wanted 2011 to end as soon as possible. I yearned for a brand new start, but most of all, I wanted my disease to go away, but aplastic anemia doesn't work that way; AA has its own schedule. It took me a while to understand my situation - that I have to learn to live with this disease but should never let it define my life.

Currently, I'm under treatment for more than a month now and my recent bloodwork showed improvements on my platelet count. I'm not yet overly excited as it could just be a fluke. If my next bloodwork shows more improvement, then I'd say my current treatment is working. I am praying that the medication is working, as I have been feeling a lot better compared to how I've been the past few months. I still get tired easily but not as often as it used to. I would be out-of-breath just by climbing a few steps but now it's been bearable to go up and down the stairs at home. I hope that this is just the start of great beginnings - my road to recovery and normalcy. For 2012, I intend to fight stronger and beat AA.

In the Fall of last year, I also went back to grad school. I got accepted to Georgetown in 2009, but deferred starting my studies for some reason. It was challenging to be working full time, dealing with hospital visits while attending night school and writing papers to the wee hours of the night. There were nights I'd feel weak and fatigued that Kepi had to drive me to school and wait outside my classroom until my class is over; those times I saw how much I'm loved. Kepi's never left my side even when the going gets really tough. Thank you so much, Kepi. As I am preparing to attend Spring semester in a couple of weeks, I am praying it will be smoother. I also intend to get my degree in three more semesters. I am also happy to report that I got all As this recent semester, and I hope to do a repeat in 2012.

2011 was filled with ups and downs, but there's one thing that tops all my experiences this year - this is the year I got engaged. Kepi proposed to me on top of a rocky ledge at the Blue Ridge Mountains. It was an absolute, wonderful surprise. This is one day in my life I'll never forget and no one can take this away from me. We haven't set a date for the wedding, but hopefully, we'll get our schedules straightened out soon. If you were to ask, I want a small, simple and intimate wedding. However, I do want a grand honeymoon.

2011 was a full year. A year of challenges and triumphs, a year of tears and growth, and a year of loss and gain. I am hopeful that 2012 will be a great year - a better year for all of us.

To a wonderful, blessed New Year! Welcome 2012!

Our Christmas

2011-12-27T10:08:00.003-05:00

Here's a peek into our Christmas weekend.

We tried not to pack a lot of activities during this weekend as it was more about being with family and celebrating the birth of Christ. We did manage to drive to the National Harbor and watched Santa and the Elves ski. It was windy and chilly at the Harbor, but we still had a lot of fun checking out the Christmas decorations and watching Santa and the Elves water ski.

Looking up the Christmas Tree at the National Harbor

Families gearing up to watch Santa and the Elves ski

Saw this sign at the National Harbor

Dizzy enjoyed playing with the Christmas wrappers

Hey, it's my wrapper!

A beautiful bracelet from Kepi.

And something I've been wanting for so long, a mixer.

Youngest in the Family

2011-12-27T10:04:00.000-05:00

Content by Mauricio Benson

Being the youngest in the family means I get tasked with teaching everyone about technology. I know it sounds like not that big of a deal but when you’ve constantly got to walk people through http://www.direc4u.com/ and how to use their smartphone and where the buttons on the security alarm are well, that can get old. I love being good at technology but it means I’m the first person anyone calls when their computer breaks and whatnot and I’m not exactly an IT guru. I don’t have the time to constantly be fixing everyone’s tech and I’m also not great at it so they get mad at me when I don’t know the answer! I know my parents have been given thousands in free It help through me and my sister’s really no different. I mean, I respect that they’re trying to get with it but at the end of the day I get really sick of constantly being a teacher – sometimes I’d just like to get out my iPad and not be bothered for a few hours!

Greetings

2011-12-24T09:22:00.000-05:00

Thank you so much for always reading and commenting.

A wonderful Christmas to all.

The Day I Gave In

2011-12-19T08:53:00.001-05:00

I've been to the Coach store several times in the past and ogled at their bags. I don't know how many times I've walked out of that shop empty handed. However, this weekend was a different story because I walked out with two bags. I've known myself to use shopping as a stress outlet, but this time it was different, I think one of the reasons why I bought a Coach bag was for celebration. I've survived some tough months this year, and I am very happy and thankful I am here today. Buying that bag was a celebration for me - that I am working on getting better every day.

I love how the lady wrapped the bags in Coach sheets and attached each a sticker on them. Also, they don't just give you your shopping bag on the counter. Instead, they walk out of the counter and hand you your shopping bag. That was a nice shopping experience.

This is an early Christmas present for me.

I got this one for my Mom.

Additional reasons why I decided to shop that day was, I was handed a 30% off coupon and the bags were already half priced. I just couldn't resist.

Flowers

2011-12-18T19:45:00.000-05:00

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I love flowers! No matter how many times Kepi sends or brings home a bouquet of flowers for me, they never fail to brighten my day. There's just something about flowers that bring smile and cheer to brighten even my most stressful day. So how about sending your love ones some smile and cheer during the holidays? The good thing about ordering flower deliveries online is that you can order them anytime and rest assured it will be delivered beautifully on time.

If you're looking to order flowers, check out serenataflowers.com. They have the loveliest and most attractive flowers I've ever seen. Their website is well organized and shopping is easy. Check out their Christmas Celebration selection and I'm so loving the combination of fiery red roses and scarlet carnations. I think these flowers would make a lovely center piece in someone else's home. And if you'd like to find a way how to at least make the beauty of these flowers last, you can find out about additives for cut flowers to make their beauty last longer.

I Have Something To Smile About

2011-12-16T10:46:00.001-05:00

I miss the colors of spring, but winter has its own beauty too - if you know how to see it.

There are a few special things making me smile these days:

My recent bloodwork showed that my platelets went up from 23 to 32. I feel more secure being in the 30s; I don't feel too fragile when being bumped or hit with objects. I hope the upward trend will continue and that I'll reach normal counts in a few months. Prayers really work.
Work bonus is definitely something to smile about. I am hoping that pay increase will follow soon.
Starting my bead project: I've been wanting to replicate my grandmother's Igorot necklace. It's been an adventure hunting for the rights beads, but I'm getting there.
Planning next year's trips. I finally got a "go ahead" signal from my doctor that it's okay to travel.
A new coat - I'm retiring a few of my wool coats, so I thought this winter is a good time to get a new one. I hope it arrives soon.
Driving to the outlets and Longwood this weekend. I'm so excited.

I do hope you have tons to smile about these days. Look for happiness and give it a home in your heart.

Missing The Islands

2011-12-12T11:26:00.003-05:00

Aloha from chilly DC. Every time I hear the song "Mele Kalikimaka," I feel a tinge of sadness pricks my heart as I miss the islands especially this time of year. I usually go home for the holidays, but this year is different, I need to be in DC for my current treatment. I miss the warm weather, the abundance of Hawaiian/Filipino treats, and the numerous Hello Kitty shops I love to visit there. It will be just Kepi, Mom and I for Christmas. I was hoping Dad can join us but his company doesn't allow vacations this time of year unless he filed one real early this year. We'll just have to make the most of it and celebrate Christmas in our hearts even if the family is apart.

December 1st marks my second month under treatment. I'm a little worried because my last check up showed signs that my white counts are low, which makes me susceptible to infections and any sickness out there. I've been really careful staying away from sick people, avoiding crowded places (which doesn't make it easy since it's the season for shopping and crowds seem to be everywhere), staying away from children and carrying antibacterical wipes with me everywhere. I just have to be very careful. I'll be seeing my Hematologist this Wednesday and I'm praying for better results.

Setting aside the health garble in my life, today is the last day of class this Fall semester. Tonight, I'll be submitting my final paper and presenting my findings. I've been working on two final papers the last couple of weeks, so I'm glad this week is a culmination of all those days of research and reading. After tonight, I can breathe for a month before I tackle Spring semester next year. Spring semester's classes look less demanding, as I am taking one elective. Unlike this current semester where I took two core courses, and it involved a lot of reading and writing.

I am done with my Christmas shopping list, so today, I felt like buying stuff for myself. I bought a sling bag and a pouch from Etsy. I'm so excited. I'll post photos once they arrive. I can't believe how shopping can be so therapeutic sometimes.

Meet Dizzy!

2011-12-09T11:25:00.002-05:00

I'm really busy with school these days. I've been working on my two final papers and a final presentation, so blogging took a back seat. I finished my first final paper, so I'm now working on my second final paper and final presentation for next week. Anyway, I thought I need a little break, so here I am introducing you to Dizzy.

She's Kepi's cat.

She likes to play, purr, roll, stare, and curl on Kepi's lap.

Here's Dizzy rolling in front of the camera.

I never had a cat before, so Dizzy is a new experience for me. I don't understand cats like I understand dogs. Cat's are so on their own and I sometimes find that snobbish. I guess it will take time before I'll get to understand cats or if I'll ever get to that point.

But Dizzy is a furball full of love and warmth. Come and say hello or as how cats say it, "Meow!"

'Tis The Season

2011-12-01T10:58:00.002-05:00

This is absolutely my favorite time of the year, and with the tree up at home, the house is blushing with Christmas cheer and spirit.

I still can't believe that there was a point this year when I thought I wouldn't live past October due to my illness. October and November were tough months but I am thankful to be still here - working and fighting to live a normal life. With my medication, I've been feeling better. Although, there are still days I am plagued with fatigue and unexplainable irritability. I keep hoping that in two weeks, my tests will have some good news for me. Until then, there are a few things I am looking forward to:

Mom's birthday today - December 1st. We're taking her out for dinner tonight, then I'll treat her to a session of reflexology treatment this weekend.
Christmas lunch with colleagues. Usually after Christmas lunch, we're allowed to go Christmas shopping.
My online Christmas gift exchange.
Of course, Christmas Day! Getting all that noche buena ready sounds exciting to me. I'm in the process of thinking what's going to be on the menu. I can't wait to break open that Queso de bola I bought in New Jersey from our recent trip to New York City.
Weekend trip to Kennett Square, PA to see the Christmas decorations and a possible trip to Hershey Gardens to see the Christmas lights.
New Year's Eve and welcoming 2012. If you had a year like I did, the new year brings hope and a chance to start anew. For me, it's a chance to fight anew and beat this thing.

Thanksgiving Dinner

2011-11-27T11:32:00.000-05:00

It was the first time we prepared our very own Turkey for Thanksgiving Day at home. Thanks to Kepi who labored for hours preparing the Turkey and all the side dishes. My only contribution to the Thanksgiving table was a tray of freshly baked brownies.

It was just us, Mom, Kepi and I, for Thanksgiving. I did invite a cousin who never responded. Nevertheless, our Thanksgiving was grand, great and most of all, quiet.

The star of the Thanksgiving table - Kepi's Turkey.

Turkey, green beans, mashed potatoes and pickled cucumbers.

I really enjoyed this four-day weekend. Now, it's time to get ready for Christmas.

Pre-Thanksgiving Update

2011-11-21T11:39:00.000-05:00

Tomorrow marks one month of my clinical trial drug treatment for AA. So far, the side-effects have been minimal except for a few nights I can't sleep because of the said side-effects. In the past couple of weeks, I have observed that - my energy level has increased and the fainting spells/tendencies are gone, but a blood test would still be the best way to confirm if there's an increase in my platelet count. For now, I'll keep taking the drug and look forward to seeing my hematologist next month.

I can't thank enough those who keep praying and keep encouraging me. From the bottom of my heart, thank you so much and I hope you keep the prayers coming. I am thankful that I am still working and living life as normal as I can.

This weekend, Kepi and I drove to Oxford, MD. This was my birthday gift to Kepi and it was a great getaway trip. The bed and breakfast we stayed in has a private beach and our room had a great view of the Chesapeake. We spent most of our time relaxing by the water, collecting pebbles by the shore, watching and taking photos of the sunset and watching sailboats go by. It was just nice to getaway from our usual life. I'll be posting photos as soon as I get them sorted.

Well, Thanksgiving will be here in no time. We got the turkey defrosting in the fridge, so all we need to work on now are the sides and dessert. It will be fun. I've also managed to start chipping away on my Christmas shopping list. I hope to get more shopping done this Thanksgiving weekend especially with the good sales this Black Friday. I do have a budget to stick to, so I'm not too worried about over spending.

I don't know but this time of year just brings me so much happiness and excitement. I'm glad the spirit of the holidays found me. How about you? Are you ready for the holidays?

Struggling

2011-11-09T11:04:00.000-05:00

I am searching for that glimmer of light, glimmer of hope...glimmer of life. I hope it comes back soon.

I miss my old self - the happy person that I used to be. I am psychologically and emotionally weakened. No matter how hard I fight to be positive and to be trustful, I fear the future. There are days my cup overflows with frustration and my tears flow freely any time of the day.

AA is not only a physical battle but also of the mind. For the time being, I am struggling to find hope.

My Only Christmas Wish

2011-11-07T11:26:00.001-05:00

It's been a week since I finished all the tests and scans at NIH, and it's been a week since I've started my treatment. So far, I'm dealing with minimal side-effects and I pray it stays that way. I'm just worried about the weight gain involved as one of the side-effects of the drug is that I'm constantly hungry. Although side-effects are expected, I'm not too overly concerned about them. I am more interested on how the treatment is going to help me and that if it will help my platelet count to go up.

Thinking positive is still a work in progress. My mind is capable of unfriendly thoughts, and I get depressed and frustrated from time to time. I thank God for strong people around me, or else I would have lost it a long time ago. For now, it's about taking each day as it comes.

Today, I THANK GOD I am here.

It's November and malls out here have started their Christmas glamour and glitz. I used to get so excited with the -er months approaching, but this year, I can't explain how I feel about the holidays. I know the kid in me is in there somewhere and is still excited about snow, presents, christmas trees, hot cocoa, mittens and winter boots, but the grown up in me is taking over and getting worried about my condition and the challenges of the future. I wish the kid in me would take over. Or, that I can find a balance between the kid and the grown up.

To cheer myself up and to get into the spirit, I've started watching Christmas themed movies and listening to Christmas songs. I still love this time of year and it's still my favorite. I believe in the power of Christmas and that a Saviour was born to heal the world. This Christmas, I have only one wish - to be healed and healthy again.

Halloween

2011-10-31T16:31:00.002-04:00

I'll actually miss this year's Halloween's fun night. While kids and parents will be out trick-or-treating tonight, I'll be doing my class presentation on Nigeria. So far, grad school is going well. The start of this semester was tough as I was juggling two subjects at the university, keeping up with my doctors' appointments while still managing a full-time job. On school days, I would be home at about 10:30 PM or sometimes later. By that time, all I want to do is crawl to bed and sleep. Now, I have about five weeks left of this semester. I am looking forward to my Christmas break. But before Christmas, I have final papers to work on.

The next couple of days, Nov. 1 and 2, I'll be back at the National Institute of Health (NIH) for more medical tests. I hope things will go well. I think the bone marrow biopsy is the hardest, and I am hoping that all these tests will lead to my full recovery.

Happy Halloween to all! Thank you for all your prayers and thoughts.

I'll see you all in two days!

Scared of Halloween

2011-10-31T16:17:00.001-04:00

This guest post from Lewis Beck.

October is my least favorite month of the year. Well, to be honest, it is just the last day of October. I am terribly afraid of anything and everything. It is actually quite sad. My husband had to have adt home alarm install a state of the art system because of my fear. Every scary movie terrifies me. Even cute little children dressed in scary costumes terrify me. I know they are costumes and I know it is all fake, but saying that out loud and actually believing it are too separate things. For some reason, I believe every little story. I even make up stories when I see something that looks like it could be scary. When I watch scary movies, I actually think Jason or Freddy are after me. I honestly cannot explain it. My husband thinks I need to see a psychiatrist. However, I am not sure it would help. I will just be thankful when November is here and I can put October behind me. Well, at least for another year.

The Proposal

2011-10-25T15:17:00.001-04:00

There are times when words are simply incapable of capturing the greatness of a moment.

It was supposed to be just a simple drive to see the fall foliage at the Skyline Drive. We packed lunch, filled the car with gas, grabbed our cameras and drove to Skyline Drive. Fall was trully in the air, as we passed through beautiful shades of orange, red and yellow. The trees looked like royalty wearing their full autumn regalia. I couldn't stop taking photos and I was pleased that we were just in time to see the foliage peak.

Then we stopped at one of the overlooks, this overlook was our favorite last year as we sat on one of the big rocks and waited for the sunset there. I clearly remembered how beautiful the autumn colors were as the sun quietly hid among the mountains.

I was busy taking photos when Kepi was suddenly on his knees. I thought he was hurt or was just getting ready to snap some photos. I was utterly surprised when he brought out a black box and said, "Will you marry me?" At first, I thought he was joking and I told him to get up and stop kidding. Until I took a second glance and saw there was an actual ring.

The feeling was indescribable. It was an absolute wonderful mixed feelings of joy, shock, disbelief, euphoria all bundled into one. It was breathtaking.

Lost in that moment, I said, "Yes!" Held out my left hand and felt the ring on my finger. It felt like a dream. I laughed, hugged and kissed - my fiance. Since then, I've been happily wearing my engagement ring.

It's funny when something incredible happens and you think it went by like a blur that you'd like to do it again. When we were driving home that day, I complained that the proposal went so quick and asked if he'd do it again.

He laughed and said, "Ok."

Gift Idea

2011-10-25T14:29:00.000-04:00

When my coworker T left for a new new job in Boston a few weeks ago, I wanted to get her a special parting gift. I went through several shops looking shirts, pens, trinkets until I finally decided on a mug. I thought a mug is the perfect partin present for her since she's moving to a new city, a high demanding job and that she loves to drink coffee.

In my opinion, mugs are the perfect gift for anyone working in my office and that's because mugs are something they can absolutely use in their daily lives. It would have been lovely to order a personalized mug for her, just like those creative mug designs from cafepress.com, but I was out of time so I grabbed the cutest mug I could find. I think she would have loved the Here's Looking At You Kid Mug since T loved the movies.

Well, the holidays are coming fast, so I've been thinking that I might just get my coworkers mugs for their Christmas gifts. In that case, they'll remember whenever they have a good cup of coffee or tea. Although this time, I'm thinking of including creative shirts as well. Isn't that a wonderful thing?

My Roller Coaster Story

2011-10-21T11:54:00.003-04:00

It was around 2006 when I was diagnosed with idiopathic thrombocytopenic purpura (ITP).

It was raining that day and I just got home from an annual check up when I got a call from my doctor's office asking me to go back for another bloodwork. That same day, I drove back for another blood test. I was nervous and didn't know what to think. It's not a good thing when you get a call from your doctor unless it's something serious. The next day, my doctor called me again and referred me to a hematologist the next week. That's where my journey to bone marrow failure begun.

A lot of people don't really understand what I'm going through. When my ITP was diagnosed in 2006, I didn't think much of my condition until now - that my platelet count is really low. I think the shock came a month ago when my doctors at NIH mentioned the terms blood transfusion, bone marrow transplant, immune suppressive theraphy, steroids et al. These words sounded so foreign, so strange and so scary. I asked myself, "Oh my, what's my future going to be like? And will I even live that long to see my future?"

ITP becomes Aplastic Anemia (AA):

Aplastic anemia (a-PLAS-tik uh-NEE-me-uh) is a blood disorder in which the body's bone marrow doesn't make enough new blood cells. Bone marrow is a sponge-like tissue inside the bones. It makes stem cells that develop into red blood cells, white blood cells, and platelets (PLATE-lets).

Red blood cells carry oxygen to all parts of your body. They also carry carbon dioxide (a waste product) to your lungs to be exhaled. White blood cells help your body fight infections. Platelets are blood cell fragments that stick together to seal small cuts or breaks on blood vessel walls and stop bleeding.

It's normal for blood cells to die. The lifespan of red blood cells is about 120 days. White blood cells live less than a day. Platelets live about 6 days. As a result, your bone marrow must constantly make new blood cells.

If your bone marrow can't make enough new blood cells, many health problems can occur. These problems include irregular heartbeats called arrhythmias (ah-RITH-me-ahs), an enlarged heart, heart failure, infections, and bleeding. Severe aplastic anemia can even cause death. (Source)

I was filled with so many emotions. I was and am still in shock.

It was in 2008 when my hematologist started calling my condition moderate aplastic anemia. I was then recommended to see Dr. Neal Young of NIH.

Finding out that you have aplastic anemia can wreak havoc in your mind, emotions and even your overall health. Since August 2011, my life was turned upside down. When I sit down and think about it, the past couple of months are a blur: (1) I was at the ER twice in one day; (2) I have IV bruises all over my arms; (3) I took so many drugs to ease my pain; (4) I missed so many days at work; (5) I lost about 20 lbs because I couldn't eat; and, (6) I became dependent on others and lost my self-confidence. It was and is a struggle to live each day knowing that you carry a disease that's tough to cure.

I think I nearly lost my sanity, but part of me wanted to keep fighting. I prayed and I prayed hard for guidance and help. In the midst of my turmoil, my shock and depression, prayers are the only ones I've got.

These days, my emotions are a roller coaster. I try to think back when I was young and healthy. I fill my mind with the wonderful memories of the past as I try to put off recognizing my future. I try to make amends and understand the fact that I may be facing one of the greatest battles of my life.

Right now, there are so many questions I don't understand. I don't understand why I have this disease. I don't understand why me. I don't know what awaits me. The last few weeks, I've been dealing with the shock and depression.

Until recently, I've noticed I've been feeling more angry and trapped about my situation. I think I am going through the phases of grief, and I have no choice but to let myself go through it as I learn to heal my emotions and myself.

Although it's hard to say it, I keep telling myself that life's still good and kind; God is good and kind.

Dreaming Of Maui

2011-10-21T11:10:00.000-04:00

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I visited Maui last year and I would give anything to go back again and perhaps live there for good. At some point, I plan on going back to the islands and live in Maui or in Hawaii generally. You see, I lived in Hawaii in my teens, so the islands are very close to my heart. Until now, I still refer to Hawaii as my home. Since I moved to the Mainland, Hawaii has always been in my mind.

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Looking Forward

2011-10-18T14:21:00.001-04:00

With my Mom around, I've been gaining my old self a little at a time.

My biopsy site is still sore, and I'm still having a hard time moving or sleeping on my left side. Recovery for me takes about two weeks, so I hope to be ready for the other two-day scans and tests next month. It seems that I have at least one or two medical appointments every week. It's exhausting and it takes out my rhythm at work and at school.

Still, I have a lot of "what ifs" in my mind, but with Kepi and my Mom around, I've been stronger and been thinking clearer. Of course my mind still wanders about death and dying, and these are the times where forced positivity has to be exercised. I never thought in a million years I'd face something like this. Having aplastic anemia can really test you to the core. There are days I can't fathom why I have this disease and it seems that my questions don't have any answers. It feels as if someone turned off a switch and my life was turned upside down. There are times I miss the years past when I could still do a lot of activities like hiking, playing Taekwondo, riding a bike and more. These days, fatigue can set in anytime even climbing a few stairs. I feel limited yet I try not to dwell on my limitations. I have to keep living.

Special thank you goes to Photo Cache and Fortuitous Faery for the wonderful cards. Your cards brought me joy and made me feel hugged and loved.

Here are a few things I am looking forward to at the moment:

knowing if my two siblings will be a bone marrow match for me
finishing my two-day tests and scans at NIH
finishing and getting an A on my two class presentations
driving through Virginia's Skyline Drive to watch/capture the colors of fall
seeing Les Miserables next week and staying overnight in DC for relaxation
weekend getaway for Kepi's birthday - Oxford here we come
family birthdays including Mom's, Kig's and Jal's
the coming holidays

Biopsy Day

2011-10-12T06:44:00.002-04:00

I was scared. In fact, I'm still scared.

The bone marrow biopsy didn't go well as expected. The doctor assigned to me couldn't penetrate my bone, so the procedure was more painful and also took longer. Even with conscious sedation, I was in pain and my tears just flowed during and after the procedure. Apart from the pain, I cried because I was emotionally and psychologically drained. All I could think of at that moment was - "no more pain, no more disease." It took me longer to recover from the procedure because when the anesthesiologist saw I was cringing in pain, she injected more sedative and anesthesia to my IV.

One of the most painful part was, when I saw my Mom crying; she has to be taken out from the procedure room. It hurts so much when I see my family carrying my burden as well.

Right now, I am so glad the biopsy is over.

However, I am disappointed that my platelet count is at 18; it was 23 last week. I am scared about the downward spiral of my platelets. Situations like these make me think of so many scary things. The "what ifs" certainly have ways to invade my mind these days.

With all the current twists and turns in my life, it's been a struggle to look at the positive things but I try hard to look at them anyway and I HAVE to remind myself these every single day : (1) there is always HOPE, (2) I will not let aplastic anemia define me, (3) I will be HEALED, (4) I may be scared but I will remain STRONG, and (5) PRAYERS and FAITH will see me through.

I thank God for all the doctors and nurses who look after me, for my family and friends who never fail to encourage me, and for Kepi who keeps me motivated and manages to keep me smiling even if the going gets tough. Foremost, I thank God for keeping me safe at all times.

A Late September Update

2011-09-23T11:05:00.003-04:00

Lately, so many things have been going on in my life. Sometimes, they're all happening at the same time and not giving me enough space to breathe at all. It feels as if I'm being shaken to the core by challenges one after the other. In the past two weeks, I cried so many times for so many reasons - pain, frustration, fear and sometimes - anger. Crying seems to help ease the burden of what I'm carrying.

This week feels a bit calmer. I am still trying to manage my stress induced acid reflux, and I am hoping that by next week, I'll be "normal." I am working on managing my stress better as I am preparing for my clinical trial at the National Institue of Health (NIH). I am praying for guidance that this is the right move. I am not at this step if it wasn't meant to be.

Here are my thoughts in bullets:

Due to my acid reflux, I've been unable to eat anything substantial. I have lost about 15 pounds in two weeks. I miss eating so many foods, but I'm hoping to recover slowly and surely. Kepi asked me what's the first thing I'd eat when I finally rid of my acid reflux, I said, " Any Filipino food."
I will be having my bone marrow biopsy in two weeks. I am scared but the thought that I'll be sedated gives me calm. After the biopsy, I still have to undergo two days of physical examination and more scans.
Mom's coming to see me through the treatment. She'll be here in two weeks and I can't wait to go out with her and just enjoy her company.
I am eternally grateful to Kepi, for being with me through the rough and trying times, and to all the God sent angels who never fails to leave me encouraging comments and fill me with so much hope. Thank you for your prayers.
I am also thankful that my boss is absolutely understanding of what I'm going through. My boss is so supportive and keeps telling me that I should put my health first and work should be the last stress in my life. I love my boss.
Today is T's last day. She's my colleague and she's the reason why I got my current position. I'll miss her and I wish her well in Boston.
It's Friday and it's raining. As I seat on my work desk, I am excited that Fall is here. The trees are changing colors and I am looking forward to the coolness of weather that Fall brings.
Life is good. God is good.

I Owned The Night

2011-08-28T18:53:00.001-04:00

After Hurricane Irene, we build our lives anew and we move forward.

Last night, as hurricane Irene landed on the mid-Atlantic, I heard the loud knocking of raindrops on my windows and roof, rain poured all night, while the wind howled and snarled as if trying to get in the house or trying to steal my roof away. I have mixed feelings as the whole hurricane experience reminded me of my childhood memories of typhoons in the Philippines. I was scared as I faced Irene on my own at home.

In the Philippines when a typhoon hits the country, my whole family would stay together in the safest room in the house and play card games or just listen to stories from my mom or dad. Last night, I missed those times. But just when I thought I was going to be alone, my mom, my sister and Kepi called; I wasn't alone after all. With a prayer and thoughts of my family, I snuggled with my blanket and watched the storm updates on TV.

While Irene unleashed her fury like a mad woman and howled all night, I slept soundly and owned the night with a prayer and my thoughts of family.

The Bakery

2011-08-28T18:27:00.000-04:00

Thanks to Darwin Barton.

My mom and I started a bakery a few years back but the catch was we ran it out of my home. We mostly did big occasion cakes like wedding cakes and even cupcakes for schools but once business got big enough we decided earlier this year was the perfect time to go ahead and look into opening an actual storefront. I found us a great spot in a really trendy part of town and handled all the logistics like going to http://www.texaselectricityproviders.com/ and calling someone to come out about the redesign work. My mom’s better at all the aesthetic stuff so she chose the paint colors and the chairs and everything like that! Business has been really good and people seem to be responding well so I guess it was the right decision for us to make at the end of the day! I love working with mom and I think she feels the same way too so we’ll keep this up as long as we’re making money!

Water Lilies By The Pond

2011-08-25T12:01:00.001-04:00

Last week, Kepi and I visited the Longwood Gardens in Pennslyvania. I adore the place, so I'm so happy we bought an annual membership and could visit the garden anytime of the year. The good thing is, the gardens are open all year round. That weekend we visited, how I wish I had better zoom to capture the flowers blooming on water. I love how the lotuses look so serene floating on the pond.

You must be a lotus, unfolding its petals when the sun rises in the sky, unaffected by the slush where it is born or even the water which sustains it! (Sai Baba)

DC Earthquake

2011-08-24T11:28:00.000-04:00

Yesterday's DC earthquake, a 5.8 magnitude, really scared me. It was about 1:15 PM when I noticed my windows rattling. I actually thought it's coming from the construction guys on the 12th floor and was quite irritated. Then I heard rumbling as stuff on my work desk started shaking. I stood up and checked my office mates; we were all dumbfounded.

Being in DC, there were speculations of a terrorist attack since my office is situated close to the White House and the underground Metro. We proceeded to evacuate the building, and boy, if you work on the 11th floor, the stairs are a work out. DC's streets were packed with people, traffic lights weren't working, phone service was disrupted, and blaring sirens were everywhere. I was actually shaking as the memories of the 1990 Baguio earthquake made a flashback.

Crowded sidewalks after building evacuation.

Even when they said it's ok to go back into our building, I did not want to go back for fear of aftershocks. Fortunately, our CEO decided to send us home early as a lot of companies including the Federal Government sent their employees home.

Although East Coasters were unprepared for situations like these, I was quite impressed how DC handled the chaos:

traffic enforcers were out in full force directiong traffic due to non-working traffic lights
building evacuations were done in an orderly manner
people were patient and understanding
our building personnel were out and making sure we were informed of any updates

Thank you, DC!

Forcing Positivity

2011-08-22T12:07:00.001-04:00

After all, life is all about living fully and overcoming challenges.

At work, resting my leg with my Royal Canadian Mounted Police Bear.

I can't believe this, but August had another surprise for me.

On Wednesday last week, I felt this sharp pain on my left leg, so my doctor recommended that I'd go see a vascular doctor; she's worried that I may have developed a blood clot on my lower leg. (I thought how could that be possible since I have low platelets?) On that same day, I had an ultra sound check on my veins. Thank God there were no clots but I found out my left leg has a sluggish vein due to an old sports injury. Oh yes, there was a time I was active in sports. Anyway, I think that with my growing team of doctors, I have yet to add another one - a vascular doctor. Now, I am wearing a knee high compression sock on my left leg and will have go back for another appointment in a couple of weeks. As far as treatment is concerned, I have no idea. I am just hoping there will be no surgery involved.

There are times I feel the burden's too heavy to carry, but I am going to force positivity and not let these setbacks rule my life. After all, life is all about living fully and overcoming challenges. With that thought, here are a few things that I am looking forward to:

a new netbook for grad school
long weekend holiday trip to Pennsylvania in September (booked)
the cool fall weather and temperature
the -ber months means more holidays
fall foliage and our yearly drive to Virginia's Skyline Drive
going to see Les Miserables
travel to Quebec City, Canada possibly in November
parents spending the winter holidays with me
my potted Calamansi to start bearing fruits

Life is GREAT and I feel BLESSED.

PhotoHunt: Drink

2011-08-20T17:00:00.000-04:00

Nothing beats a cold drink of soda on a hot summer day.

Lani's Wedding

2011-08-20T16:59:00.000-04:00

My cousin, Lani, is currently planning her church wedding. Recently, I have observed that a lot of my women relatives and friends have taken responsibility on planning their own weddings. When I ask them why, they simple tell me that they're saving a lot of money and that planning their own wedding gives them the flexibility to make their wedding their own and stay within budget. At the moment, Lani is on the hunt for affordable but quality wedding supplies.

She's been busily planning for the wedding reception. For the evening reception though, which will take place at her mom's house, she wanted the trees and patio decorated with lights, so I was thinking she can definitely purchase bulk candles at Kolya Wholesale and save a lot. She's been talking about hanging candles on the trees; I really like this idea. I was very impressed with the products at Kolya Wholesale, and I think Lani can affordably plan her wedding just by going to this site. If you were to ask me, this is THE place for all your wedding supplies. Lani's got me in charged with the guest gifts, and I think I'll suggest to her the whimsical favors.

The wedding is a few months away. It's a good thing I'm part of this wedding planning because I am learning a lot of things and hopefully, apply them to my own wedding. Yes, I intend to plan my own wedding too. How about you?

Colonial Times

2011-08-18T11:18:00.000-04:00

I took this photo when I visited Colonial Williamsburg last month. I was just thinking if I'd be able to survive the challenges of colonial times. Perhaps...

Come Sit With Me

2011-08-15T10:52:00.000-04:00

Come sit with me underneath this flowering tree.

Smile Generation

2011-08-15T10:49:00.000-04:00

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This month and the next, I will be visiting my Dentist at least four times. You see, I chipped my front tooth and will be needing a bridge and crown. I do hope that there will not be any pain involved although I now know she needs to do a bit of drilling. I cringe just by thinking about it but I know I am in good hands. Anyway, how about you? Have you found the right dentist? Are you still doubting about your dentist's capabilities and experience? Well, wait no more because smilegeneration.com can help you find the right care and dentist for you and your love ones.

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Robbed Of Summer's Warmth

2011-08-12T13:36:00.002-04:00

The last few weeks of summer are here and I can't help but be happy and look forward to the colors and smell of fall. I am so happy to put this summer behind me because it was truly challenging in so many ways. With this season ending, I can't help but get into a reflective mode. I guess it's human nature to muse over and assess how my season was spent.

Why was this summer challenging? For several reasons:

My platelets went critically low to 20,000 (normal is 150,000-400,000 mcL); this is the lowest I've been. Although I've been living with aplastic anemia for more than six years now, it finally hit me that this disease can be unpredictable, sneaky and life threatening. For those unfamiliar with this disease, it is a blood disorder in which the body's bone marrow doesn't make enough new blood cells or bone marrow failure. It took me six years to realize that and the stress, anxiety was overwhelming. I spent a good amount of time crying and pitied myself. In fact, I am still going through the phases of grief but I am hoping that each day, I will get up and fill my heart with hope again. I have to learn to live with this disease and be happy amidst all odds.
I felt trapped between a rock and a hard place. It felt like there were only two choices - to go into a clinical trial with a drug that has so many negative side effects including bone marrow fibrosis or take platelets transfusion every week. My heart sunk. I felt so lonely and cold in that hospital room even if I was surrounded with my five doctors. I was given a month to decide. I was depressed. The quiet of home was a struggle to deal with and work felt like hell.
Insomnia and when I sleep, nightmares invaded my dreams. I guess with all my health issues, I wasn't sleeping or if I do fall asleep, my dreams were flooded with monsters and the thought of death.
I developed a fear of death. I admit, I do fear death and having a chronic disease is making it worse. I hope that this is just a phase.
Taking a plane ride while my platelets are low is risky. With this new symptom, I felt that I'd have to put off traveling until my platelets are stable. I feel that I am being robbed of my favorite hobby - traveling. Patients with aplastic anemia get petechiae, small red or purple spots on the body, caused by a minor hemorrhage. Apparently, the low oxygen and air pressure in a plane on flight affect my platelet count therefore causing more petechiae and fatigue. I observed this from my recent travel to Denmark. Even going up to higher elevations such as mountains can be risky; this is the main reason our trip to Machu Picchu have to be postponed for the time being. Imagine my sadness.

For now, I am hoping fall will unravel some relief and solutions. Although I am hard up to understand my predicament, it is a cross I have to learn to bear.

I still firmly believe that choosing LIFE above all else will conquer anything and everything.

I Love Flowers!

2011-08-09T14:16:00.000-04:00

Tis my faith that every flower

Enjoys the air it breathes!

What's Keeping Me Busy

2011-08-08T14:09:00.001-04:00

We're still in the heat of summer, yet my mind is already set for fall. Apart from the cooler temperatures that I so badly want right now, I am also looking forward to going back to graduate school. After deferring for almost two years, I've made my decision that it's time to go back to school. I am nervous and a bit worried since my writing is rusty and my mind has been idle for a long time. Hopefully, things will come back to me as I tend to my books and classes.

For the past few weeks, I've been busy:

gearing up for fall semester
getting my new library card. I love the library at Urbana and I look forward to spending more time there and borrowing books.
ordering my textbooks. Eleven books just for one subject? Scary.
shopping for school supplies. Nothing beats the feeling of shopping for a new school bag, a pack of pens, binders, highlighters and more. Now, I need a netbook.
dealing with financial aid. I forgot how much paper work is needed.
organizing my calendar - work, school and vacation schedule. I'm quite nervous with my new schedule but I'm hoping I'll adjust well.
organizing my home office
harvesting from my backyard garden - tomatoes, okra, eggplant and green beans. I am happy that harvest is abundant this year.

How about you? What's keeping you busy these days?

Coffee Break

2011-08-03T12:26:00.000-04:00

Sometimes, when things get a little rough, I sit down and take a coffee break.

I Laugh With The Flowers

2011-08-01T13:09:00.000-04:00

Earth laughs in flowers and I laugh with them.

Hawaii Real State

2011-08-01T12:39:00.000-04:00

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Be Still

2011-07-28T14:15:00.000-04:00

I treasure moments of contemplation.

Be still and just BE.

Save With Straight Talk

2011-07-28T10:05:00.001-04:00

This post brought to you by Straight Talk. All opinions are 100% mine.

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What I found out about Straight Talk is that there are: (1) no contracts, (2) no surprise bills, and (3) no credit checks. Another great feature that is important for me is that they have great nationwide coverage and excellent reception/connectivity. I can definitely call a friend or my mom for hours without worrying about those annoying dropped calls. And yes, Straight Talk offers international calling too, so I'll definitely look into that since I call my family abroad every week.

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A Rainbow Moment

2011-07-28T09:39:00.001-04:00

somewhere over the rainbow

skies are blue

and the dreams that you dare to dream

really do come true

A rainbow moment while ascending Haleakala Volcano, Maui.

TracFone: Making Life Easier

2011-07-27T21:55:00.001-04:00

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Affirmations

2011-07-27T10:37:00.001-04:00

~ Affirmations ~

HEAL myself
live life to the fullest
i am going to be FINE

no health issues will slow me down
LIFE IS A GIFT
not give up during hard times

victoriously win over any obstacles

TRAVEL the world

discard fear in my life

DREAM big

eat and live healthy

LOVE

INSPIRE other people

to be soft and gentle

be FAITHFUL

be generous and giving

BELIEVE IN MIRACLES

humbly receive blessings

be THANKFUL

I Am Awake

2011-07-25T15:32:00.000-04:00

One of his students asked Buddha, "Are you the messiah?"

"No", answered Buddha.

"Then are you a healer?"

"No", Buddha replied.

"Then are you a teacher?" the student persisted.

"No, I am not a teacher."

"Then what are you?" asked the student, exasperated.

"I am awake", Buddha replied.

Missing The Islands

2011-07-24T14:10:00.000-04:00

The oppressive temperatures in the Mid-Atlantic is taking a toll on me. This weekend's been spent indoors and having the AC on in full blast. Summer is my least favorite month and these are the days I long for the islands.

I miss the...

the refreshing Pacific

Huli-huli chicken

Malasadas

the sweet sent of tropical flowers

the islands of Oahu and Maui

walks on the beach

mixed plate

Filipino goodies at the flea market

shave Ice

Jollibee

Life Is Beautiful

2011-07-20T19:30:00.000-04:00

Stress took the best of me for the last few weeks. Today, I give thanks to God and breathe in silently the beauty around me.

Life is B-E-A-U-T-I-F-U-L!

Delicious Water Tower

2011-07-17T19:30:00.001-04:00

This is a drive-by-shot I took while we were passing through Mount Jackson, Virginia. The apples on this water tower look so red and delicious.

Medical Scrubs

2011-07-17T19:28:00.001-04:00

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For those who have family working in the medical field, this is a great place to purchase gifts for them. I know that my nurse cousins appreciate scrubs as gifts. Also, I know that I am giving them something they could use and that these scrubs come in high quality and great price. Currently, this site is offering free shipping for orders of $155 or more. Please check website for more details.

Where You Are Is Opportunity

2011-07-14T10:50:00.001-04:00

Look underfoot.

You are always nearer to the true sources of your power than you think.

The lure of the distant and the difficult is deceptive.

The great opportunity is where you are.

Don't despise your own place and hour.

Every place is the center of the world.

(John Burroughs)

Carpet Cleaning Needs

2011-07-14T10:47:00.000-04:00

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Blueberries And Flowers

2011-07-10T13:08:00.000-04:00

Summer brings so many beautiful things.

Last weekend, Kepi and I visited the Catoctin Orchard, which is THE place to buy the best, freshly baked Applie Pie in our area. Apart from the pies, jams, fruits and pastries, Catoctin Orchard's blueberries are ready for the picking. We had the chance to walk around their orchard, saw their blueberries being picked and all their flowers ready for the picking. I think that pick-your-own farms are among the reasons why I chose to move in this area.

Pick-your-own flowers.

I'm not sure what these flowers are called.

Freshly picked blueberries.

Blueberries.

I hope everyone is enjoying summer. I am.

Internet Leads

2011-07-10T13:05:00.000-04:00

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I think life would be easier if we get fresh quality internet leads all the time. This is one reason why sites like http://www.equileads.com/ exists. At this site, you can find the best mortgage, insurance and financial services leads. It would have been nice if I'd known about this site when I was in the process of buying a house. I would have saved me a lot of money and time instead of spending so much time calling and visiting banks looking for a good, suitable mortgage.

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Summer Inspires

2011-07-07T11:30:00.004-04:00

If spring is a season of renewal or new life, I perceive summer as a season of activeness and a celebration of being alive. It's the season of sunny days, balmy nights, thunderstorms, watching firefly episodes at dusk, hosting outdoor parties, enjoying buckets of ice cream, blooming flowers, summer vegetables, berry picking, cooling off with ice cold drinks, road trips and all that is active and spirited.

So this summer, I am inspired to:

fill my life with laughter

live every moment

take time to smell the flowers

make time for my love ones

make time for myself

experience the healing powers of positive thinking

photograph beautiful, inspiring things

live healthy

be kind to others

speak of truth and hope

share my blessings

breathe motivation

dance like nobody's watching

nourish my soul

positively affect others

How about you? What inspires you?

A Rose

2011-07-02T18:38:00.013-04:00

A rose from Hershey, PA.

Daylily

2011-06-27T09:18:00.000-04:00

A beautiful season in a Daylily's life.

When life gives me lemons, I try to look at the colorful, brighter side of life. I look at how beautiful the blooming flowers are and how spectacularly they wear their colors during the blooming season. I was at the Hershey Gardens this weekend and how I was filled with smile and happiness as the flowers showered their comfort and radiant energy on me.

I felt energized by their beautfy.

Today, I begin to heal.

The Bad Girls Club

2011-06-27T08:59:00.001-04:00

Written by my friend Dong Wood

"The Bad Girls Club" is one of my top reality TV shows to watch. I watch the show on satellite TV from http://www.direct.tv/ on the Oxygen network. "The Bad Girls Club" features a group of young women who are deemed "bad girls." They have temper problems or have had issues with the law. The show serves as a reformation of sorts for these girls. They are invited to live together for approximately three months in a large house and complete projects together. Through working together, they are supposed to learn valuable lessons to better their lives.

I love watching the show because of its entertainment value. The girls tend to get dramatic and engage in ridiculous fights. Many of them are also extremely funny to watch because of their personalities. There are moments that are heartwarming though; for instance, one of the young women is the mother of a little girl and she really tries to improve that relationship. It is a popular show that has been picked up by Oxygen for several seasons. Each season brings a new cast of interesting and unique characters.

To Be Or Not To Be

2011-06-24T12:51:00.003-04:00

The documents are still on the coffee table. It's been untouched and unread since Tuesday. Every time I summon myself to read it, part of me wants to revolt, fight back and throw a tantrum. I need a diversion, so I occupy myself with something else - the television or internet - whatever works.

I have a month to decide.

Could it be coincidence that last week, I visited the Kronborg Castle in Denmark, known to be the setting for Shakespeare's play Hamlet, that I am now bestowed with the dilemma or rather pressing question of "to be or not to be."

Perhaps I am being too vague, but since Tuesday, I haven't been myself. I've been unable to concentrate on work and I feel like a zombie - numb and discombobulated. My platelet count has reached a critical stage and the usual blood monitoring isn't sufficient anymore. Tuesday, June 21, is a low point in my life.

It's funny how I woke that morning and felt that there was something off.

I wanted to be some place else - warm and friendly. Thoughts of escape crossed my mind but the coldness of the doctor's office brought me back to reality. I looked at the window and felt like running away. The outside world seems to be just going on without me. It's normal out there. Where I am is abnormal; it's where sick people come to be treated. The result of my genetic analysis was taking so long and making me antsy. After my initial conversation with my doctor, I knew there was something wrong.

I felt colder. I felt smaller. How I want to sunk in my chair and disappear. My plans for the future were replaced by fear and anxiety; temporarilly I hope. Now I know that the possibility of not being able to pursue them is as possible as night and day. Hope escaped me that day and I'm still struggling to find a glimmer of it inside me. People kept telling me not to lose hope, but I don't want forced hope; it isn't healthy. Still, I'm wishing that one of these days, I'll find it naturally engulfing me again.

Perhaps it is time to read those clinical trial papers.

Then decide if I chose "to be or not to be" a lab rat. Or live with weekly transfusion the rest of my life.

Will you read it?

Iris

2011-06-20T21:37:00.000-04:00

Beautiful red and white Iris, taken at Williamsburg, Virginia.

This is my entry for Ruby Tuesday. Check other entries here.

Metamorphosis

2011-06-03T10:22:00.001-04:00

Metamorphosis:

a profound change in form from one stage to the next in the life history of an organism, as from the caterpillar to the pupa and from the pupa to the adult butterfly. (Source: Dictionary.com)

In my 30s -

paranoia sometimes gets me
phobias are real
stress attacks in all directions
sometimes, finding ones passion isn't a straight line
the ghosts of the past seems to haunt me more often
staying out late means being home at 7 pm
sleeping less and waking up even to the softest sound during the night
getting an eight hour sleep is a struggle
weight gain is a battle
lines and bumps on my face are starting to show
my hormones are always changing
sometimes, my mood swings in all directions

On the other hand, I am grateful that -

I know myself better
I always have a choice
I know what I want
I am more responsible emotionally, spiritually and financially
I know I am loved
I can love
I feel loved
I don't try to fit in
I live my life the way I want
I am well traveled
I am more experienced in handling the curve balls of life
maturity comes natural
I realize life is worth living - every second of it
I am here for a reason
with all the ups and downs - life is beautiful
life's meaning is - to live
most of all - I can eat dessert before dinner without ruining my appetite

Is this my own version of metamorphosis? How about you?

Ruby Tuesday

2011-05-24T11:25:00.000-04:00

I met this Chihuahua at the park. I don't think she was in the mood for picture taking.

This is my entry for Ruby Tuesday. Check other entries here.

I Deserve

2011-05-18T13:57:00.001-04:00

There are days I feel that I don't deserve anything. Sometimes, I feel the weight of the world on my shoulders, that the challenges in my life are ginormous and that I feel hopelessly incapable of moving them. This is a post to affirm that no matter what the day brings, I deserve:

to be happy
to be loved
to love in return
to be respected
to have a life
to enjoy life
to be content
to dream big
to be an individual
to have the freedom of choice
to speak out my opinions
to be recognized of my accomplishments
to be given a chance to own and correct my mistakes
just and fair treatment
so much more

I hope this post encourages each reader that no matter what "other" people say, we deserve only the best. This is for my sister and I hope that she'll find the strength to overcome her detractors - the town gossipers.

Ruby Tuesday

2011-05-16T11:22:00.000-04:00

Happy Ruby Tuesday!

The Tulips were in full bloom at Lafayette Park and at the White House the day I took this photo.

This is my entry for Ruby Tuesday. Check for other entries here.

Things You Do When You Procrastinate

2011-05-14T22:24:00.000-04:00

I've been known to procrastinate from time-to-time. Who doesn't?

Here's ten things I do when I procrastinate:

Nap - This happens when I need to study or finish a paper. My justification is that - I'll absorb my lessons better once I had have a good nap. Most of the time, I'll end up sleeping for hours. Therefore, I'll cram studying or finishing my paper a few hours before it's due.
Blog - I don't care how busy I am or how many errands I have on my plate, if I have to blog, I have to blog.
Watch TV - If I start watching a show or movie, there's this obsession to see how it ends even if it's a horrible show or movie.
Go out shopping - I feel better when I shop. It's a good stress reliever.
Eat - My sole excuse is - I can't concentrate unless I'm full.
Read a novel or magazine - Reading a novel or a magazine is more interesting than doing the dishes or cleaning the house.
Long walk - This happens when I really don't want to do what I'm supposed to be doing.
Call a friend - There's been instances when I'll just chit chat with a friend on a phone. Girl talk is better than studying or doing house chores.
Plan a vacation - I think this is my escape. Instead of doing chores, I plan vacations because it gives me something to look forward to.
Go out with friends - Anywhere is better than being stuck at home.

So what's your list?

Tulips

2011-05-10T09:41:00.001-04:00

Tulips are absolutely beautiful.

Two weeks ago, these lovely blooms awaited us at the Hershey Gardens. They say that over 45,000 Tulips bloom here every spring time. I'd say, I'd come back here every spring time just to see these 45,000 Tulips bloom.

This is my entry for Ruby Tuesday and Mellow Yellow.

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Question For You

2011-05-04T13:47:00.001-04:00

If you have your last $20, what are the 10 things you'd buy?

Deodorant - Even if I'd be stripped of cash, I'd like to be still body odor free.
Bath soap - Just in case I'd stumble by a sprinkler and I could take a sprinkler rinse.
A cup of McDonald's coffee - I am a coffeeholic and I can't live without a cup of joe to start my day. I also plan to keep the cup for future free refills.
Toothpaste and toothbrush - I am teeth and breath conscious all the time, and I'd like to be able to still brush my teeth and keep tooth decay at bay.
A bar of Hershey's milk chocolate - The idea that I'm spending my last $20 is depressing, so I need my chocolate for a dose of happy hormones.
Ramen noodles - They're cheap, easy to prepare and will certainly keep me full during hard times.
A journal - I love to write, so this will definitely help me write my thoughts and jot down plans.
Postage stamps - I intend to keep-in-touch with family and I like to write letters.
Hair clips - I can't stand my bangs always covering my eyes. With a financial future looking bleak, I know I won't be able to afford haircuts, so hair clips would be nice to have in handy.
Match - I have a few candles at home and a match would help me keep them on when the lights go out.

How about you? What would you buy?

Ruby Tuesday

2011-05-03T11:18:00.000-04:00

I love how cute the recycling bins are at the Nationals Baseball Park. We enjoyed watching the game between the SF Giants and the Washington Nationals the day I took this photo. Of course, Nationals won that night.

This is my entry for Ruby Tuesday. Check out other entries here.

Thoughts In Bullets

2011-04-27T15:39:00.001-04:00

Just thoughts:

Kinda rejoicing my direct boss is going on vacation. I like the idea of easy days ahead.
I'm getting tired of this royal wedding coverage. Can we please move on?
Have to wear my baseball cap this Friday - Nationals vs. SF Giants.
I'm excited about the Apple Blossom Festival in PA. This is my first time attending. This year, I realized I've been taking loads of flower photos. Life is flowerly after all.
I started my seeds in pots yesterday. I am hoping they'll germinate properly.
This weekend, we'll be working on my backyard vegetable garden. I can't wait to plant some tomatoes, green beans, sweet peas and more.
I'm still thinking of what to do with the front garden. I want better flowers this year as I want something blooming until fall.
My June vacation is fast approaching. I've been busy making lists of what to bring, what needs to be done and places to see. I can't wait to be traveling again.
Last night, I finally prepared pickled mangoes with li hing mui. This is a favorite summer snack.
Yesterday, I ordered flowers for Mom for Mother's Day. I hope she likes them.

What are your thoughts today?

Flowering Plum Tree

2011-04-26T08:47:00.000-04:00

Happy Ruby Tuesday!

A Flowering Plum tree took all my attention the day I visited Hershey Gardens, PA.

This is my entry for Ruby Tuesday. Check out other entries here.

Writing Books at Coffee Shops

2011-04-26T08:45:00.000-04:00

Guest post from: Natalie Walter

It is no wonder that some of the world's greatest authors have found their solace at coffee shops. Coffee shops have a powerful ability to let people escape their daily realities and discover the power of words. There is nothing more empowering than sitting at a coffee shop and truly piecing together one's own thoughts. It is a powerful process of self creation that happens at a coffee shop. It is definitely something that I enjoy doing, whenever I have the time to do so.

Whenever I leave for the local coffee shop, I set my home security alarm system (Iola ADT Alarm systems) just to be safe. Then, I can truly focus on the book I am writing. Actually, I! mean the book that I want to write. I have yet to actually write a book at a coffee shop. However, I envision myself writing some sort of conservative political commentary on culture in the United States and why our culture has become so permissible. Not that I am a stickler, but I just love to do political analysis and figure out why more and more young people are becoming liberal. It is truly something I dream about, to be able to go into a coffee shop and make up my own arguments and carefully worded thoughts about the culture we live in. I would love to sell such a book and engage in dialogue about it.

2011 Cherry Blossom Giveaway Winners

2011-04-22T08:07:00.002-04:00

Congratulations to our winners!

Thank you to the three of you for joining! Please send me your contact information so that I can mail your prizes. Fortuitous Faery I have yours. KG, I'm not sure if what I have is current.

Great Gift Giving Idea

2011-04-21T11:46:00.002-04:00

I've been busy looking and shopping for birthday gifts the past few weeks. It's that time of year when there are a few, three to be exact, birthdays in the family happening consecutively in the next few weeks. I've been successful in shopping for my dad and sister, but I'm having trouble shopping for my nephew, J. You see, when I shop for my nephews and nieces, I want to buy things they're going to use for a long time. Personally, I don't like buying them toys because they'd get tired of it after sometime. I prefer giving them clothes, books or things they can use for school.

For J, I want to give him a simple, quality gift that he can use and appreciate. Also, I want it to be specially meaningful to him. This is how the idea of cafepress.com comes in. I'm not new to cafepress.com, as I've used them before for creating postcards for my photographs; I came across these big brother shirts on their site. Since my nephew is the eldest of three, I think this big brother shirts are perfect for him.

World's Coolest Big Brother (Photo Source here.)

Big Brother Elephant T (Photo Source here.)

There are so many shirt styles, colors and cool designs to choose from, but these two are my favorite. I think J would find these shirts cool because of their animal designs and I think he knows that he is appreciated as the big brother for his two younger siblings. So what's the great thing about these big brother shirts as gifts? I know he'll absolutely wear them to school, to church, to play with his friends and I know it would put a smile on his face. That for me is priceless.

How about you? Any great gift giving ideas you can share?

Just Thoughts

2011-04-20T10:21:00.003-04:00

Taken at Hershey Gardens, Pennsylvania.

I didn't win any of the three categories at the Cherry Blossom Photo Contest. There were 2,200 entries and I was impressed at the quality of photos submitted. Just by looking at the other entries, I know I have a long way to go in learning about photography. I'm a bit disappointed but that won't stop me from submitting my photos for other competitions. For me, joining competitions/contests gives me something to look forward to. Competitions make me a better photographer, a better blogger and a better person.

At work, there's been less and less people working. That's because it's that time of year we go out to attend conferences and out-ot-state meetings. Sometimes, I feel that the office is deserted. It's so quiet that I end up taking longer lunch breaks. I like it though and I'm enjoying the calm. I know that when June hits, it will be busy again. I guess this calm should relax me enough in time for the storm.

I'll be spending Easter in New York City and I am excited. It's a good thing that we're closing the office at 1 PM this Friday. We, Kepi and I, could get a head start with our driving to NYC. My last visit to the city was when I was in college. I have been working on my "NYC To Do" list so I'm hoping two days would be enough. It would be nice to see Lady Liberty, spend time at Time Square (actually I want to buy some of The Face Shop products there), and just roam around the city.

Just an update on my side of the world. Life here is good. A blessed Holy Week to all!

Handmade iPad Sleeves

2011-04-20T10:18:00.000-04:00

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I love my iPad, and I love taking it with me wherever I go. If you have an iPad too, I think this is the perfect time to invest on iPad sleeves and protect your precious tech gadget. Quality, handmade in San Francisco iPad sleeves are readily available at rickshawbags.com. This site is your one stop shop for iPad sleeves and including custom iPad sleeves. Here you can find a variety of colors that will match your style and protect your iPad as well.

I was just checking their Silver Dust horizontal sleeve and I think that's the style and color I want for my precious iPad. I love that each item on their site comes with a clear photo and a full product description. This feature really makes shopping easier. If the horizontal sleeve isn't what you're looking for, they also have the vertical sleeves available as well. I hope you can find the perfect sleeve for you iPad love.

Red Cardinal

2011-04-19T10:07:00.000-04:00

I spotted this Cardinal while enjoying the Cherry Blossoms at Kenwood. She's a beauty.

This is my entry for Ruby Tuesday. Check out other entries here.

Ruby Tuesday: Edible Heart

2011-04-11T11:49:00.002-04:00

Who can resist biting that heart shaped donut?

This is my entry for Ruby Tuesday. Check out the other entries here.

Looking Forward To

2011-04-08T14:58:00.000-04:00

For the past few days, I've been sick, sulky, sleepless and sensitive (notice they all start with "s"). It must have been a combination of bad weather, work stress, family issues and the unrelenting pms. Since it's Friday and I am regaining a bit of my old self, I'm more inclined to write what I am looking forward to for the next few weeks.

I'm excited to check out the local arts and crafts at the Sugarloaf Crafts Festival this weekend and Miss Iggy will be tagging along. This is our first trip together. Just an update to my Miss Iggy sisters, Miss Iggy is at home and adjusting well in Maryland. I still have to think of a catchy nickname for her.
I'm anxious and nervous if my photos will win at the National Cherry Blossom Photo Contest. I equate photography with fun and I know that skillwise I'm an amateur. The contest has so many entries and I've seen really great photos. Hopefully, one or two of my entries will make the exhibit this coming November.
My Dad's birthday on the 23rd. I'm still thinking of what to get him.
Easter trip to New York and Connecticut; I can't wait.
Watching the game between the San Francisco Giants and the Washington Nationals in three weeks.

At the moment, I'm still at work and counting the hours. Why can't the weekend come too soon?

Sick

2011-04-05T12:48:00.000-04:00

With winter refusing to leave without a fight, we've been experiencing fluctuating temperatures, rain mixed with snow flurries, thunderstorms and sandwiched days as hot as 85 degrees. It's a bit too crazy for me that my body has a hard time adjusting to all these confusing weather. I've been sick since Friday and didn't make it to work on Monday.

Today as I sit in my office trying to keep my head up, it's dawning on me that I could have used another sick day. It's a combo sickness of cough, sleeplessness, fever with a side of throbbing headache; I'm hoping this is not the flu. I've been drinking tea with lemon non-stop and I think the Sudafed's helping but I'd rather be at home resting on my bed. Good thing it's a slow day at work.

Surviving Korea's Giveaway

2011-04-04T10:01:00.000-04:00

I am joining Surviving Korea's giveaway and here's my entry:

I have several favorites from her posts, but for this giveaway, I'm choosing Those Were The Days because it features Cher's photos from her younger days and her dream of becoming Miss Philippines; I bet she would have done great. This post reminds me how sometimes I wish to turn back time and be my young self again. There are times I'd look at my old photographs from grade and high school and find myself laughing at the good memories of my younger days. Although we can't go back to the past, it is already a part of us for good, for a lifetime.

To join Cher's giveaway, click here.

Cherry Blossoms Giveaway!

2011-04-04T08:18:00.003-04:00

DC's Cherry Blossoms are so beautiful and are in full bloom!
To celebrate the Cherry Blossom Festival, I'm hosting a giveaway.

Cherry Blossoms at the Tidal Basin, Washington, DC 2011.

While visiting the Cherry Blossoms on Saturday, I was able to snag these souvenirs. If you like any of them, please feel free to join.

Deadline: April 21, 2011
Winners will be announced here on April 22, 2011.

PRIZE 1: A 3D bookmark featuring the National Mall and Memorial Parks and a card designed by Robert O'Brien featuring the Yoshino Cherry Tree.

PRIZE 2: A 3D bookmark and the 2011 National Cherry Blossom Festival Collectible Lapel Pin.

PRIZE 3: A 3D bookmark and a 3D postcard both featuring the National Mall and Memorial Parks of Washington, D.C.

HOW TO JOIN:

Follow or add Kassidy's Notes to your blog roll.
Write a creative post on "What are the things or events you're looking forward to this spring or summer?"
Leave a comment on this post to let me know you're participating. Winners will be chosen by using the List Randomizer by Random.org.

Have fun participating and I look forward to all your entries. Giveaway is open to all!

Healthcare Insurance

2011-04-04T08:15:00.000-04:00

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Life Is Too Short For

2011-03-30T12:29:00.001-04:00

Holding grudges - I've been holding grudges against some people who mistreated me when I was in high school. Grudges are heavy and have the ability to consume you. Although no one has admitted wrong doing or have asked any apology, I am going to start forgiving and let go of this heavy burden. It will take time but this is a start.
Worries - My recent visit to my hematologist was not good. My platelets are at its lowest and I'm now being monitored monthly. I was so worried the day after that I couldn't sleep or concentrate at work. I've been trying hard to convince myself that worrying won't change my health situation, it will just make it worse. Today, I will look at the brighter side and think of healing.
Uncomfortable clothes or shoes - Last night, I began purging my wardrobe. I took out all the clothes I don't wear anymore or clothes I deem too tight or too fussy to wear. From this day on, my wardrobe will be about comfort and simplicity.
Bad coffee or bad food -Too many times I've eaten bad tasting food just because I feel bad throwing it away or asking for an exchange (if ordered from a restaurant), I realized that life is too short for bad tasting food. Food is something I enjoy and I'll make an effort to make better, healthier food choices from now on.
Anger - I am the type of person who can be angry for days and sometimes even weeks. Today, I am going to work on communicating better about my frustrations rather than keeping my anger in until it blows up a few weeks afterwards. Life is just too darn short to be angry and unhappy.
Laziness - Sometimes, I am too lazy to pick up the phone to call my sister or my mom. Sometimes, I find myself too busy, too tired or too occupied to speak with my family. Today, I am going to make some changes, take the time and make every effort to call family as often as I can. My family deserves more from me.
Gossip - I don't like gossip but there are times a certain coworker would come into my office with a story and I would entertain. Today, I'll work on hearing only the good things about my coworkers and block off negative/destructive stories. Starting today, gossip is no longer welcome into my life.
Pessimism - I tend to be a pessimist at times because I thought anticipating bad things wouldn't set me up for disappointments. I enjoy being positive and I feel that with my positive energy I can do anything and no disappointment can weigh me down.
Dealing with narcissistic people - There were several times I just sat and nodded at the narcissistic remarks made by former acquaintances. I now know that I don't have to deal with this type of behavior and I could easily walk away from them. I believe in humility and narcissism or self-centeredness has no place in my life.

Himalayan Salt Lamps

2011-03-30T12:27:00.002-04:00

I frequent a Himalayan store at the mall who has limited stuff available. As I'm always looking for Himalayan things for myself or for my home, I'm glad to hear that I can now order stuff online. If you are also looking into adding a unique touch to your home, I think accentuating with a couple of Himalayan Salt Lamps to add serenity and light into your home is one way to go. Apart from beautifying your home, these Salt Lamps are believed to release negative ions for health benefits; I think that is amazing. If you or someone else is interested in products from Nepal or Tibet, I suggest checking out this website, as they have everything from Tibetan Singing Bowls, Natural Incense, Tingshas and more. It's a very organized site and shopping is easy because you can shop by category. Also, they have a spring sale going on, so check the website for more details.

Life Quotes

2011-03-30T12:03:00.000-04:00

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Red Tomatoes

2011-03-28T14:34:00.002-04:00

My first entry to Ruby Tuesday. Last year, these tomatoes were my first harvest from my backyard garden. With spring here, I can't wait to start my vegetable garden again.

For more Ruby Tuesday entries, click here.

Car Insurance

2011-03-28T11:09:00.000-04:00

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Although we live in these uncertain times, we still need to secure our life and our future. One way we can do that is to make sure we are fully covered with car insurance wherever we are and wherever we are going. With spring and summer around the corner, I know there are a lot of us planning several road trips and weekend getaways, so this is a good time to check out insurance rates at carinsurancerates.me. This site is really easy to navigate and the place to find affordable car insurance.

Back then, I used to pick up the phone and call every single car insurance available out there to get a quote. With carinsurancerates.me, you can save time and money because with just a click you can compare rates and providers right away. I learned a lot by reading their car insurance basics section and their car insurance glossary. I think I'll bookmark this page for future reference and to refer my friends who are in need of car insurance.

Live Each Day With Heart

2011-03-23T10:32:00.000-04:00

It's a rainy, gloomy midweek in DC. Inspiration is hard to come by when all I could think of is the weekend when I can sleep late and do just the things I want. I think I'm just worn out. I haven't been sleeping well since I got the news that my platelet count is now at its lowest; I'm scared. Mortality has been in my thoughts but who's not immuned to death anyway; Everyone's headed that way at some point. But if death is a possibility - sooner or later - I really should start living each day like it's my last.

I really should start living each day with heart.

Forcing Positivity

2011-03-07T14:37:00.000-05:00

It's Monday and I feel moody and crappy.

While I was preparing our Thursday meeting agenda a while ago, it felt like I wasn't going to make it until Thursday this week. A sudden feeling of tiredness and sleepiness took over and I've been trying to recover ever since. I resorted to caffeine but it's not working. This post is my attempt to make things right by listing what makes my Monday great.

So, what's so great about Monday?

Drink my favorite coffee; Pike Roast is my fave these days
Waking up knowing and thankful I have a job and that I'm earning
A day closer to my June vacation
Another day to enjoy early spring weather
Enjoy my homebaked cheese cupcake at work
Chance to look for another recipe to experiment with this coming weekend
I can indulge with a bar of Hershey chocolate milk
That I am alive and thankful to God

Barcelona Apartments

2011-03-07T14:33:00.001-05:00

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It's been years since I visited Barcelona. I was a student at that time, so with my meager allowance, I had to stay at a hostel and only spent a weekend there. I plan to visit Barcelona again (I hope soon.), and this time, I want to stay for week and would love to stay at a rental home or apartment. There are so many advantages of staying at a rental home or apartment and one of them is privacy and the convenience of having my own kitchen. I think that HomeAway Holiday-Rentals would be the perfect site to find my home away from home for my next Barcelona trip.

This site is easy to use and is such a convenient site to find available Barcelona apartments. I'm really impressed that each apartment listing here is described in detail from photos, map location of apartment, reviews, nearby attractions, price and more; this way, you know exactly what apartment you're getting. I'm really ogling that "Penthouse in Barcelona City" on the listing. I think this is the perfect vacation home as I visit the museums, take in the culture and the night life, shop, eat tapas, enjoy the Sights in Barcelona such as the Sagrada Familia, Park Guell and more.

Barcelona, I'll see you soon.

My Simple Pleasures

2011-03-03T12:41:00.001-05:00

Amidst the chaos, stress and craziness that life brings, I try to recognize and appreciate these simple pleaures in my life.

feeling the warmth of the sun while walking to the office
friendly sales lady at the coffee shop
warm cup of coffee to start my day
sinking my teeth into an old fashioned donut
I-270 flowing smoothly in the morning
a full tank of gas
a relax fitting pants
down time at work to catch a breather
thoughts of the weekend

What are your simple pleasures today?

Wednesday Hodgepodge

2011-03-02T14:32:00.002-05:00

First time joining this, so let's see.

1. March 2nd is Dr. Seuss's birthday so I'm wondering...do you like green eggs and ham? Okay-how about this...how do you like your eggs? Or don't you?
* Happy Birthday, Dr. Seuss! Speaking of eggs, I like fried eggs with toast paired with a cup of coffee.

2. Is March coming in like a lion or something less ferocious where you live?
* I think March is coming in like a rabbit. Hopping with high and low temperatures.

3. Do you work better or worse under pressure?
* I work a lot better under pressure. When there's pressure, I channel all my strength and concentration to getting the task done.

4. March Madness-are you a fan?
* I am not a fan, but I do cheer for my college team. There's usually a gathering somewhere in the city, so I sometimes attend and watch their games.

5. Under what circumstances do you do your best thinking?
* In front of the computer or sitting by the window with a pen and paper.

6. What item of clothing from your wardrobe do you wear most often?
* My pajamas.

7. Do you use sarcasm?
* No.

8. Insert your own random thought here.
* I absolutely abhor PMS.